I am affected by some things... I am thinking if i should do something that might change my life 4eva donno for better or for worse. I have a bad experience of it once and i hope that this time, i will not screw up. Alot of people say i should juz do it but i scared that by doing this i will destroy another thing that is very very valuable to me.

Btw i am struggling to keep our friendship going, might juz wont talk in class at all. We interact less often and a invisible wall is in between us perhaps. I really want to approach that person but seriously, when i see that person i feel very nervous and words cant come out of my mouth... I never experience this b4 and i am confused right now... Whats wrong wif me? I have no idea... Hope everything can be back to normal again like the way i want it to be.