I do not know if i think too much or what... but i juz have a feeling that i am been avoided. I dont noe if this is really the case but i am really scared. How i wish this is all a dream that will disappear once i wake up. After i wake up, i will want to indulge in another dream where all i desire will come true and i am able to live my perfect little life with absolutely no regrets and worries =)