I sometimes feel very unfair... Sec 1~Sec 2: I am fat, I am not sociable, I am not sporty, I am not outgoing, I am not fun, in conclusion a very boring and unknown person in the eyes of other ppl... So I failed... Tio ignored and rejected... NVM.. I accept the fact for that time as I am too imperfect to be accepted.

But NOW!! Sec 3~Sec 4: I Become slimmer, I become more sociable, I become more sporty, I become more outgoing, I become more fun, I tried to improve the weaknesses of myself to be more welcomed by others. I did for some ppl as I have more friends now that I do not have before. But I still failed... Tio ignored and rejected... Why?? Why others can have ppl accept them so easily and still got some can even change so many ppl in such a few months... But me?? Not even 1 person... All I want is JUZ 1... ONE!! I am not asking for like a dozen leh! Haix...Forget it... What have I done to deserve this?? Zzz...