I do not know if i think too much or what... but i juz have a feeling that i am been avoided. I dont noe if this is really the case but i am really scared. How i wish this is all a dream that will disappear once i wake up. After i wake up, i will want to indulge in another dream where all i desire will come true and i am able to live my perfect little life with absolutely no regrets and worries =)

Tmr is the last day of EOY exams for those taking Pure Geog/Hist... So good hahas, they can go out play tmr le, but we the people who take Biology will have to stuff in our rooms and chiong study. But nvm la, wish all the people taking test tmr all the best! Do ur best n have no regrets! =D

I am affected by some things... I am thinking if i should do something that might change my life 4eva donno for better or for worse. I have a bad experience of it once and i hope that this time, i will not screw up. Alot of people say i should juz do it but i scared that by doing this i will destroy another thing that is very very valuable to me.

Btw i am struggling to keep our friendship going, might juz wont talk in class at all. We interact less often and a invisible wall is in between us perhaps. I really want to approach that person but seriously, when i see that person i feel very nervous and words cant come out of my mouth... I never experience this b4 and i am confused right now... Whats wrong wif me? I have no idea... Hope everything can be back to normal again like the way i want it to be.

EOY coming le and i still havent revise... Its quite stressful now but once i think of the relaxing time its gonna be after the EOY, i will feel happy. Hope after the exams can play till siao then also hope exams will go on smoothly and i wont retain in Sec 3 and can promote to Sec 4 =D WIsh all good luck for the coming EOY!!! Jia you!! Jia you!! Jia you!!